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[Nov. 28th, 2006|11:32 pm] |
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i haven't updated this in a loooong time.
it's weird that i've had livejournals since freshman year. i must be a loser.
so i'm really bored.. i guess i'll talk about my life?
i really despise senior year sort of. you suddenly realize theres NOTHING to do on weekends besides drink and watch movies with the same people always. its boring. i'm bored. i think we're all just scraping by until we can leave beachwood for good.
there's no boy. i have a feeling there wont be one for awhile. i don't even care anymore; i'm a nun.
hi ohio state university. i love you. everyones getting a piece of you but me so far? i'm really nervous.. they told me i'd be getting a response in 2 weeks since they just got my ACTs. uuuggghhh
i've been kind of a spaz lately. i feel really bad about it. i'm not as immature as i seem, i'm just incredibly stressed out. I'M NOT ALWAYS IN A BAD MOOD even though it may seem like it... i'm really sorry. especially for being rude when i shouldn't be. i really am. it'll get better once i get accepted to college.
i need this semester to be over. i can't wait for christmas; i love dayton and seeing my mom's family. i'm even more excited for new years... 2007's going to be the biggest year of my life so far and i'm beyond prepared for it. i also can't wait to visit people at college! that will be fun.
i can't believe i updated this, haha. it felt good. ;) |
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[Nov. 26th, 2006|01:47 am] |
Father up above, why in all this anger do you fill me up with love? |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|12:28 pm] |
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i'd like my heart back. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
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i find myself trying to stay by the phone cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone. but i feel like an idiot working my day around a call and when i pick up i don't have much to say. so i want you to know its a little fucked up that i'm stuck here waiting, at times debating telling you that i've had it with you. |
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[May. 31st, 2006|09:40 pm] |
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a little trapped, maybe? |
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